Dear God,
im all yours
im letting you steer the path for me
im willing to take this pain you have bestowed on me so i can make the right decisions
i just want to be back with the person i know i
belong with..
you answer prayers in diffrent ways then we expect
so im hoping for the best and expecting the worste
until the day i rest in heaven..
im under loves curse
hall of fame dance comp
went really well
everyone at applause are such good dancers
and im so lucky to know some of those girls.. sunday is gonna be so much fun too!! YAY!!
i love to dance.. and i did my best!!
 
i love the way that you hold me in
your arms the way you plead with
me to stay just so you can look in
my eyes. i love the way that you
find beauty in every inch of me. its
amazing how i can love you so
much and never doubt that you love
me ten times more
   
well lately things are falling through the floor for me
im physically exhausted
i go to school i go to pom i go to dance i come home i do homwork
or whatever else i have to do
and i never sleep eat or shower theres just no time for little things like that
I HAVE Been up for quite a while its like 7 am and i still havent gone to sleep yet.. i hate this im so tired but my mind is still running on end
i know you have gone through this before
and you know your going to be okay..
i know im going to too
i know that i love you... no doubt in my mind
i also know that im unable to see you anytime i want
it hasnt sunk in yet
im used to having you all the time
all to myself
im going to miss you terribly.. i love you so much
i just cant stop crying.. i know you are being strong for both of us
thankyou
i believe you
i trust you
i love you
its so unreal that i cant get this off my mind..
i dont want to bother you.. your having fun
something that i have kept you from doing these past months or so
but im not moving on.. not becase i cant.. jsut because i dont want to
anyone else would be like burger king fries to me
but you my dear are mcdonalds super sized!!
okay im joking.. that was dumb
please.. wait for me
i know this will work out.. theres just some things you always know..
i love you with all of my heart!!
   
If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn. People die. But real love lives forever. --the crow
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so will you be romeo?
ill be your sweet juliet..
where neither one of us can help that im a capulet
ill be waiting on my balchony
crying with the man in the moon
while the stars are singing an unfamilialr tune
one that involves pain and passion at the same time
one with out a melody or any sort of rhyme
my ears are so hypmotized to your lies
just remove your disguise
one where i cant see your eyes
if your shame and guilt have brought you here
infront of my feet.. will you hold my tear?
but your hands are red.. with blood or truth
your eyes are gray with ash and soot
my tounge is tied
my mind is stale
my hands are open
my cheeks are pale
my feet are planted
my bones are frail
im not strong enough to say this
im not brave enough to leave
im not stupid or naive
ill be the sand.. you be the sieve
ill keep slipping through
theres nothing left to grasp
nothing left to save
you ruined everrything
dug your own deep grave
just be my star crossed lover
be the scar i dont want to cover
be the mistake i want to make
be the poison i want to take
be the murderer i want to kiss
be the torture i never miss
everypage will be torn
like every rose has a thorn
sometimes beauty covers evil
sometimes love covers pain
you dont even notice your crying
cause your standing in the rain
so while my tears fall to the floor
just like all your promises.. you forgot to keep
ill think of your arms
as they rocked me gently to sleep
and while my wounds are getting deeper
just like all your lies
ill be dreaming of the moments
your softly kissed my eyes
and while the weather is getting warmer
unlike your heart
ill be lingering on the moments
i believed we'd never part
belief..
is all i have
and now its softly fading
just like the memory of us
ill be patiantly waiting
time has no meaning
when you know waht really matters
im wishing on a dying star
my chrystal ball shatters
broken glass as fragile as my soul
maybe it was just my dreams that you stole..
Hold me
Even though I know you're leaving
And show me
All the reasons you would stay
It's just enough to feel your breath on mine
To cool my soul and ease my mind
You've go to hold me and show me love
Give me
Just one part of you to cling to
And keep me
Everywhere you are
It's just enough to steal a heart and run
And fade out with the fooling sun
Oh, please don't go
Let me have you just one moment more
Oh, all I need
All I want is just one moment more
You've got to hold me and keep me
Tell me that someday you'll be returning
And maybe
Maybe I'll be here
It's just enough to see a shooting star
To know you're never really far
It's just enough to see a shooting star
To know you're never really gone
Oh, please don't go
Let me have you just one moment more
Oh, all I need
All I want is just one moment more
Oh, please don't go
Let me have you just one moment more
Oh, all I need
All I want is just one moment more
You've got to hold me and maybe I'll believe
So hold me
Even though I know you're leaving
<3 chynna rae collins
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